Physical Wounds and Spiritual Wounds: Why it takes the same amount of dedication and focus to heal from either

Hello Dear Readers πŸ™‚

I’ve been very quiet online lately, not really blogging much and only communicating privately with friends etc online, staying very focused inwardly on my own personal progress and evolution and healing. In this “soul searching” that’s been occurring within myself totally naturally and organic like, I’ve gotten a lot of answers as well as a lot of questions. I’ve been thinking about this particular topic very heavily the past few days and I think it’s well worth the share to share with all of you. Maybe I can give you all a different perspective on what spiritual wounds are all about and what it takes to heal from things on a spiritual level.

For me, in order to understand things I like to use comparisons and scenarios in my head. Something that’s relatable and easy to grasp and understand.

As a nurse I realize the dedication and focus it takes to heal from a physical wound. Let’s say hypothetically that a person ran me over with their car. In this action I’m wounded and my ability to use my legs and walk was affected by this action by this person. My legs physically and structurally are fine, but it takes me years of physical therapy and training to regain the skill that came so naturally to me before because of a neurological issue in the brain, in a way setting me back in that sense to the beginning and I would have to start all over. Again, we’re talking HYPOTHETICAL Β here.

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In this scenario, I would have to make an active decision to do the work for myself to heal. I would have to go to physical therapy, occupational therapy etc to regain the strength and skill I had before this scenario to get back to where I was. There are many people that go that road. There’s also the other road, the seemingly easier one, that instead of focusing on how I’m going to heal, focuses on why my ability to walk was taken away in the first place. SO many people go that route, and instead of going in the “action” stage they become stuck in the “blame” and “question” and “why me” stage. They think they’re doing themselves justice but really, in all reality they’re just treading water and wasting their own time trying to ask themselves these questions. Regardless of the answers to these things the bottom line is the same: You need to do the work if you want to get back to your original state before you were “interfered” with. That truth is the same regardless of the reason why what happened to you happened in the first place. You’re LETTING THEM WIN, by focusing on those things instead of focusing on your healing. Your focus needs to be INWARD, like a brilliant light of truth within yourself.Β 

So, with this same scenario in mind, is it not safe to say that SPIRITUAL wounds that affect us in the same devastating way doesn’t take the same amount of dedication, will power, focus, tenacity and strength to heal from? Is it not essentially the SAME THING, in my case especially, walking down the road not hurting anyone and someone comes up and hypothetically hits me with their car? Is what I’m trying to heal from spiritually, at the root of it the same thing?

Let’s say you are working with a child that comes from an abusive home, whether it was for an extended period of time or not. At SOME point in this child’s life, things went against them in the worst way possible. Maybe they were physically abused, sexually abused, mentally/emotionally abused, maybe all of the above. When these things happen to anyone it’s horrible, but when it happens to a child it’s inconceivable. It’s beyond my ability to comprehend. And I can’t help but wonder so many times when I look at the people who carry out these horrible acts against these innocent children, how did they get from being a child themselves to having so much evil within them. Within their essence, their very soul at the root of it. Are people SO disconnected to the spiritual world anymore, and to God and the angels, and their own inner child and their twin soul and their own heart that these things not only are common, but statistically happen something like every 11 minutes of every hour, of every day, of every week, of every month and of every year, like clock work. And that’s just the things that are reported. Think about what the numbers would look like if you could somehow count in the unreported ones. Maybe something like every 30 seconds or so instead of every 11 minutes. It’s beyond my capacity to understand such cruelty in the world. Absolutely mind boggling.

As a child, we’re innately connected to the spirit world. We don’t have the issues that adults do at that point in our lives. Adults THINK and are UNSURE, children FEEL and KNOW. I wouldn’t wish what I went through on my worst enemy… But regardless of how horrible it was, it was the biggest lesson of my life so far. And I was taught that lesson at such a very young age. It literally put a halt in a way, a stop on my essence for YEARS, or at least me being connected to it…. on my spiritual identity and what made me me, to my conscious mind anyway before I even had the chance to learn who I really was in this life. It hasn’t been until recently like I said, the passed 7 to 8 months that I’m really starting to learn who I am and what makes me me. But, the major lesson that I learned through all of this was who I am SPIRITUALLY. I’m not talking about specifics or anything, I’m talking about my very essence of my soul. Considering what I went through, I could’ve so easily let the light of my soul become dimmer and dimmer and dimmer. And don’t get me wrong, it was always there but after what happened was over it was flickering for years. Some days it was on, other days I was so very disconnected to the world (I CHOSE to do that, it was too painful sometimes to connect) that I was literally just walking around blank. There’s a lot from that time in my life that’s very fuzzy, I honestly don’t remember a lot of it after it was all exposed and over.

The bottom line is this: The more POTENTIAL you have as a child to be spiritually powerful and a threat to the evil of the world, the more the evil of the world will try and break you before you have a chance to realize your potential. If you’re “unreachable” meaning it can’t control you directly, or you’re not open to doing evil things and are more in tune with the positive, then it will try and use OTHER PEOPLE around you, other things to try and control you and interfere with your life.

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The only reason why I’m about to divulge this information is to HELP YOU all, to understand how these things actually work and how so many people fall into these traps.

My main issue that I always had when I tried to deal with the pain of what I went through was I always went inwards towards myself. I never took it out on anybody else, I never wanted to hurt anybody. I always doled the worst punishment to me and me alone.

At 16 years old I was severely depressed because of everything that had transpired years prior that I was referring to above. Nobody knew it though. This was 8 years after my grandfather passed, 5 years after all of this ended that I’m referring to. I was a junior in high school. I was working full time at a local ice cream shop in my hometown and I came home from work one night and walked into my bathroom. I was looking in the mirror, but there was NO life behind my eyes. I’ve never in my life had this experience. Never before this and never again after this happened either. I wanted to be free of everything essentially… I wanted to be with my grandfather again. I wanted the pain of everything to stop. I didn’t understand at that point what I had to do to get there. So I swallowed 15 Tylenol in a desperate attempt to take my own life. But of course, if it’s not your time to go it’s not your time. And all it did was made me vomit for 4 hours straight.

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And don’t get me wrong…. I thank God EVERY DAY that I was unsuccessful. I have too much to give to the world, too much love in my heart and in my soul to have something like that happen and have things end in that way. The only reason why I’m telling you all this is so you understand how DEEPLY my spirit, my very soul was damaged for years because of what happened to me.

So, keeping up with that same scenario and comparing this to a physical wound, I’ve had to put many many years of work in trying to find my “spiritual ability to walk” again. I had so much to bounce back from. What I’ve been working on healing weakened me spiritually to the point where I almost left the planet entirely, literally, and it wasn’t until the passed 7 to 8 months that I was ready to make a change within myself and heal these things. In all honesty I felt for many many years like the universe turned its’ back on me, the spiritual world especially, and so there was no point in allowing myself to remain connected spiritually to anything. I was so severely blocked in every way for the passed 20 years of my life that I didn’t even understand where my emotions and everything were coming from. I just thought that “this is how it’s going to be” for my whole life.

I thought it was difficult for me back then being disconnected to everything. But it’s SO much harder being connected to everything again spiritually because I’m relearning everything that I knew back then before I was interfered with and almost wiped out completely. You see what I mean? Believe me when I say, it takes the SAME amount of strength to heal from these things as it does a physical wound. It’s a daily routine and a daily practice to STAY POSITIVE and FOCUSED on my healing. I owe it to myself. It is a spiritual right that we all have that God gives us, to be free of these things.

There’s SO much in my life to be thankful for. And I’m constantly supported and surrounded by positive energy and love, from both the spirit world and in an Earthly way. What’s even more amazing is that I’m aware of it now. I’m truly blessed and I thank God every single day for the strength to get through all of this and finally be at the point of being ready to HEAL and REUNITE with myself. With what makes me me.

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Things are evolving just the way they should be πŸ™‚

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Believe me when I tell you, there is A LOT more to come. πŸ˜‰

I’m sending you all major LOVE and LIGHT and HEALING FOCUS….

I need to get some rest now… I hope you all have a wonderful day πŸ™‚

 

 

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*Special FATHER’S DAY article dedicated to my Grandfather*: How to notice signs that your loved ones send you from spirit… Β© OFFICIAL Lightworkers555 – Danielle Perrone Spiritual Messages 2017

Hello Dear Readers πŸ˜‰

This article is not part of the 3-article series I’m working on, but I suddenly felt all of this love energy around me coming from my grandfather right after I made a tribute post to him on my personal Facebook about 20 minutes ago. He is ALWAYS around, helping and guiding me and is a constant presence, but sometimes his presence has more power behind it and today it’s especially strong. I felt inspired to maybe help some of you who wish to have contact with loved ones of your own that are in spirit but have blocks, or some kind of energy “bottle necking” that’s stopping you from making contact. There is no exact science to this, and each person and relationship is individual. All I can do is tell you all my own story and maybe you can find some inspiration and helpful infos within it. πŸ™‚

The key to this sort of contact is about FEELING, not THINKING. You need to allow yourself to open up energetically through your heart chakra, like an energy beacon. The more open your heart chakra is the more open your perception will be. The third eye chakra is of importance as well obviously, but they all need to be working in harmony with each other. Everything needs to be working together like a circuit on a machine. Just like a braker box. Your heart chakra is the “centre” of it all and connects everything with everything else. Without that it’s hopeless to have any sort of connection. What people fail to realize is your heart chakra is kind of like your energetic “telephone”, not just with the spirit world but with the living as well. And if you’re a person that has a tendency to be blocked energetically, or shielded whether conscious or not, you are not going to be making OR receiving any calls. You will have a “dead phone line” if you will, not serving its purpose and simply existing, not functioning. I know this because that’s what I had for 20 years and only recently, less than 6 months, my blocks finally began to clear and contact was made possible with my grandfather again. He passed when I was 8 turning 9 and it’s so hard for me to believe that he’s been gone 20 years already. I’m so thankful that God let me have him in my life even for the short amount of time I had him. In those 4 years that I was living with him he gave me more than I could’ve ever asked for and I totally count myself as one of the lucky ones to even have experienced that kind of love and protection. And like I said, he’s still protecting and helping me constantly and will always be there for me. That kind of “heart connection” transcends all spiritual planes, all time and space and death is NOT an end to those things.

Through the years prior to my spiritual “awakening and connecting” if you will, there were always signs all over. The main way he would use to communicate with me was dream time. Whenever things were rough or I was having issues, or he sensed that I needed to see him he would show himself in my dreams. I remember vividly, about 9 years ago I had 3 dreams with him in a row one week and they were TOTALLY vivid (my dreams always are but these for some reason were especially) and he was still alive in these dreams…..it was just everyday life the way it was in my waking life, but it was totally different because he was still here with me. Through the years, typically right before I would fall asleep I would feel this tingling sensation on my leg……that was him letting me know he’s still around although I didn’t realize that until I started to open up spiritually.

When things finally started to open up for me, which was like I said about 5 1/2 months ago that’s when things started to get very strong as far as the energetic perception. I remember one day, I was parked in a bank parking lot avoiding going home because my ex fiance and I were fighting constantly at that point. I was chatting with a friend earlier that day who happens to be a psychic medium and my grandfather came through to her as we were chatting. She became SO emotional so quickly she had to step out for a bit because she felt how intense the love was he has for me…..I was totally floored. When she came back she told me that “He says to relax and let him hug you”…..so I relaxed, as much as was possible in that moment, and then suddenly I felt this tingle on my leg…..that’s when it all clicked with me what that tingling on my leg was for all these years!!! So later that day as I was sitting in the bank parking lot sobbing trying to deal with what had just occurred. I was just talking out loud to him and being totally honest. I apologized for blocking him all these years and I didn’t mean to, and I’m so thankful that he didn’t give up trying to make contact and it’s totally different now. Then suddenly I felt this EXTREME warmth and calming around my heart and I stopped crying instantly, and it was totally replaced with love and serenity.

Then when I was going through trying to decide whether or not to leave my ex fiance he was totally present and helping. One night I had this dream where I was in a house with 2 other guys. I had my tarot cards sitting on the coffee table in the middle of the room out of the box. The cards just kept flying off the deck at random, and one of the guys asked me why they were doing that. I told him “Oh, it’s my grandfather. Whenever he wants to communicate with me he uses the cards.” He said “Oh okay” and walked away and I walked into the kitchen. A few minutes later he ran back into the kitchen holding the ’10’ card and super energized and excited, practically jumping up and down saying “It did it again!!” I wasn’t sure why he was so excited about it but I just took the card from him and went and sat in the other room with the 2 of them. When I sat down we started to discuss some things, and then I remember FEELING my grandfather standing behind me…like he was standing next to my bed as I was having this dream. In the dream I started to turn my head to the right because I felt him behind me and was about to look at him and my dog started howling and it woke me up. Out of curiosity I went to my tarot card book to look at the meaning of the ’10’ card. It was totally my answer that I was going back and forth about as to whether or not to leave my fiance.

I have two different tarot card decks so I checked the meaning in both of them. In my angel cards deck this was what the “10” card meant:

10: The Wheel (Archangel Michael)

The angels sent you this card because of positive changes occurring in your life. Expect and enjoy beneficial opportunities as they present themselves. This is an optimal time to make big and small changes. Take the leap with knowledge that everything will work out well for you. Old blocks are lifting, and now everything moves forward quickly. If recent events shook your faith, you’ll now see how they were actually positive for you. Rapid advancement is likely now. Good luck. A happy accident. Balanced karma. A miracle. A twist of fate. Destiny. Archangel Michael is the supreme protecting angel who walks beside you through changes, giving you courage, strength and self-confidence. Call upon Michael whenever you’d like specific guidance about your next steps, especially if it’s connected to your life purpose or spiritual path.

This was what the other deck’s “10” card meant:

10: The Wheel of Fortune

The circle of life, and of fate, spins on this card of changes. Below the wheel lurks the serpent of deep, dark times. Above it is the sphinx of airy freedom and insight. This reminds us that fortune can turn either way, but both have much to teach us. Jupiter, planet of golden luck, is also linked to this card. (My zodiac sign, Sagittarius, is also ruled by Jupiter)

Love Reading:

The wheel of fortune is turning now, and moving you away from the people and the situations that have been hurting your heart. And, tempting though it is to cling to familiar feelings and faces, even ones that are bad for you, the strongest message of this card is one of letting go, and looking forward. You should also be leaving past love mistakes behind and trying a new love-style. This is one that adds self-respect to an element of mystery, and stops you rushing into requests for commitment before either side is ready.

Life Reading:

Change is natural, sometimes unstoppable – so it’s good to deal with it. Welcoming it puts you in a stronger position. For at last difficult times are now being left behind as you spin in a new direction, towards new opportunities. Please, open your mind, and your heart, to change. The biggest mistake you can make is to cling too tightly to old, safe ideas – you will miss exciting new ones.

And, if all of this wasn’t enough of a push for me just to make SURE that I heard the message, true to my grandfather’s style……I had a photo of my ex and I hanging on the wall right next to my nightstand. After I read the meaning of the cards in the books I walked in front of my nightstand and was facing the photo and then suddenly, it went FLYING off the wall and landed behind the nightstand. He was totally clear that the way I was treated was NOT okay with him and he finally had contact with me again, and is using it fully to let me know that, lolol πŸ™‚

I hope that this gave some of you inspiration for your own spiritual journeys and to help you if you feel like you’re on the verge of giving up hope for connecting with your loved ones. I can tell you first hand that they’re always present, we just have to be willing to be aware of it.

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I’m sending you all major LOVE and LIGHT and HEART CENTRED FOCUS πŸ˜‰

THE WHITE DOG: Higher Self and Spirit Guide Guidance Β© Danielle Perrone Twin Soul Truths 2017

Hello Dear Readers πŸ™‚

As I posted on my Lightworkers page on Facebook, this article is going to be about spiritual guidance that I received recently that led me to uncover a wealth of infos about my spiritual path, my twin soul journey and my spiritual truth. This is the first of a 3-part series of articles that will be published in the upcoming days πŸ™‚ I’m breaking it up this way because there’s way too much infos to put into one article.

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This was my dog “Ace”

This was my dog I had when I lived with my ex fiance in Texas. I was working night shift as a private duty nurse in home health at the time, 7pm to 7 am. Every morning when I would come home my dogs would come running to the door to greet me. That morning though, 2 of my dogs ran to the door to greet me and then a few seconds later, Ace comes into the dining room to try to get to me and dragging his back legs. He couldn’t walk and was paralyzed from his hips down. There was a very specific and particular whine that he was making that was unmistakable. He was clearly in agony and an extreme amount of pain. I instantly started to panic and my ex and I got him in the car and rushed him to an emergency vet. They of course told us that they couldn’t do anything for him and referred us to a vet that specialized in this kind of issue for dogs. This vet was 4 hours away from where we lived. So we got in the car again and rushed him 4 hours away to this vet. They evaluated him for about 10 minutes and then rushed him into surgery. It turned out he had herniated discs in his back which caused a blood clot to press on his spinal cord causing paralysis. They did the surgery and about a week later he came home. The vet taught me how to check his deep tendon reflexes in case this was ever an issue again. 2.5 months after the surgery I was getting up for the day one morning and I heard that same unmistakable whine come out of his mouth. I knew instantly what it meant, that he was facing the same issue. I checked his reflexes and sure enough I was right. Typically when you check a deep tendon reflex for dogs, you pick up one of their feet and bend their toes, kind of like trying to make a fist with their foot when placing it on the ground. If their deep tendon reflexes are in tact the dog will automatically correct the position of their foot. When I checked his he didn’t do anything to his foot, he just left it in that position. I took him to his regular vet that was local and my ex had to go to work. They did x-rays on my dog’s back and in a totally different part of his spine 3 more discs herniated. I couldn’t afford to do another surgery for him, and even if I could his vet told me that this was going to be a recurring issue for him and he would just have surgery after surgery until he was eventually crippled and in agony all the time. I had to make the decision myself to have him euthanized. This was the only thing that was merciful to do. I refused to leave the room and insisted that I be with him when they did it. I hugged him and kissed him and told him how sorry I was and that I’ll always love him. He licked my face, laid his head in my lap and then it was over. It took me no less than 6 months before I could even think about him without breaking down in tears. It seriously took something out of me for a while, like I didn’t feel whole. My dogs have ALWAYS been like my children and I feel like each of them have a part of me. They made a paw print of his paw for me in clay and I got his ashes. It’s a little display I’ve got in honor of him on my bookshelf…..the collar he was wearing, his ashes and his paw print.

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My display for Ace in my apartment

So, let’s fast forward to the now. About 2 and a half weeks ago Ace came to me in a dream. When I woke up I was very confused by what occurred in the dream, and everyone I told about it just kept saying either “You still feel guilty for having to put him down” or “He’s just letting you know he’s still around”…..In this dream him and I were speaking telepathically. His voice was very deep but soothing, and he kept telling me to light him on fire. I didn’t want to do this and kept refusing his request but he was so totally persistent that finally I did. That was the door finally opening for me to recognize my cosmic counterpart, and start to see all of these parallels between him and I. Right when I moved back to New York it occurred to me then about 3 months ago to look at the photos but I kept talking myself out of it. I still had a lot of healing to do at that point and a lot of work within myself. I wasn’t ready yet.

A couple of days ago I was chatting privately with a friend and I was showing her some evidence photos that I’ve compiled and all that. She asked me if I minded if she calculated my birthdate and his birthdate with the Mayan calendar. You do this to see how compatable your energies are with another person. She did the calculations and was TOTALLY shocked with what she saw. Him and I are EXACTLY the same…..we’ve got the same break down and the same tone and everything. She told me that she’s never seen that in front of her before and him and I have totally the same energy. This is the most interesting part though: When reading my OWN calculations that she put together, it says that my spirit guide is “the white dog”….Instantly when I read that the light bulb went off and I knew EXACTLY what that dream was!!! It was my spirit guide opening the door for me to finally recognize the other part of myself, the male side of my energy and soul.

 

This was so totally precise and spot on to what I was uncovering the passed few weeks in regards to my twin soul journey that it completely floored me. One thing is completely and totally for certain: God works in fantastic, marvelous and mysterious ways. This is it for now πŸ™‚ I will be writing more tonight and tomorrow for the rest of the articles πŸ˜‰

Sending you all major LOVE and LIGHT and TWIN SOUL FOCUS πŸ˜‰

Soul Power and Realizing Your Own Magic Through Healing Your Spirit and Being True to Yourself – Β© Danielle Perrone

Tonight I bring you a very special article about coming into your own soul power and magic and bring to you my own personal journey of healing, awakening, enlightenment and being TRUE to myself so far.

The past few days have been extremely hard for me and today I finally started to feel like myself again and a bit grounded as well finally, because I didn’t for the last few days. I felt for days like I was constantly being shaken and every time I felt like I was on steady ground or I would begin to calm down internally something would happen to knock me right off my feet again and rattle things up. I’m not saying this to be anything but totally honest and straight forward, for the sake of you all and to show you the raw truth of what it takes to stay strong when on a journey of healing and self actualization. I’m not going to lie to you, there are days when I completely feel totally defeated and the wind is literally knocked out of me and I feel my soul and body starting to weaken from the extreme stress. It was difficult for me to even act normal in some cases because the stress was so intensely riding on my back. But when I rebound and things start to settle again, I feel totally different than before the rough patch. It’s very hard to explain, even for me, and I’ve always been very good at putting things into a way that most people can easily understand, especially when it comes to my thoughts and emotions. But this has been totally different and it’s something I’m totally not used to. It’s because I’ve “leveled up” in my healing I feel, and so I’m on a different playing field now in my own personal journey.

I thought, to be honest, that being that I didn’t have any of these issues since being back in my hometown since abruptly leaving my entire life and moving across the country that I was safe from these things. I said to myself “wow, maybe the worst is over”. And while these struggles are a beautiful thing when looking at them in hindsight, as it’s ALWAYS 20/20, going through these issues is another story entirely. You don’t get to the “beautiful” point of view until the struggle is over. It all started when I had 2 different dreams 2 nights in a row, both relating to each other. I’d rather not disclose what these dreams were as the content of the dreams themselves are incredibly personal, and while I disclose a LOT of personal data and infos publicly I’d rather keep these to myself. The point is, given my accuracy with dreams before and my dreams coming to fruition MANY times I woke up in an absolute panic. It took me almost half the day that day to calm down fully from having these dreams and not being sure if they were just a psychological dream or a spiritual communication. Each person is individual, but for me I can always tell the difference but in this case I wasn’t totally sure. That uncertainty was what caused the rough patch to begin with.

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But then like I said, today I felt more like myself and stronger than any other point since beginning this journey. That’s when it clicked for me when I woke up this morning and that inner anxiety was gone and was replaced with a feeling of inner calmness and strength: the anxiety is the sign of progressing growth and evolution. There are always lots of things that come into play and you can’t ever pinpoint ONE cause for these things, as it’s always a series of factors. The last few days I’ve had a few anxiety/panic attacks, to the point of hyperventilating sometimes, and it’s terrifying when that happens and you can’t control it. That’s a learning process as well, learning how to stay in your centre and calm yourself when these things crop up from deep within you. That’s where your holistic healing techniques come in, such as meditation, yoga, going to the chiropractor or acupuncturist, singing, dancing, etc. And yes, I have been doing ALL of these things since beginning this journey, but I’ve been doing it nonstop the passed few days. Actually, because of the extreme stress the last 4 to 5 months, it’s starting to show physically in me now. I’ve got a subluxation in my neck and it causes migraines and sometimes in extreme cases neurological symptoms. I also daily have extreme pain between my shoulder blades. I was prescribed Fioricet for my migraines because they were so debilitating, and since going to the chiropractor every week to get aligned (about a month now) I’ve had ONE migraine and haven’t had a refill on my medication for a month, and needed to take Tylenol once for a migraine. It’s totally incredible. What’s very interesting though is that before this journey grew legs and began fully my heart and throat chakras were totally blocked. I’m an EXTREMELY visual person and never have any trouble seeing what’s being said to me, and I’m so visual to the point where I can be looking at somebody talking but in my mind if I’m thinking about something else, I’ll be seeing it in my mind’s eye. So technically I’ll be seeing two things at once with two different sets of eyes that are a part of two different bodies simultaneously: my physical eyes and then my spiritual eyes which are a part of my spiritual body. I’ve always had this ability but I didn’t understand until recently what it was I was actually doing when that would happen, and I thought that everyone had this ability. I didn’t think that it was anything special or unique. It wasn’t until recently, when suddenly channeling a poem from spirit that I fully understood what was happening behind the scenes when that would happen. I realized it because it happened suddenly, but also I not only heard the words as they were coming through but SAW the words visually as well, swirling around in my mind’s eye almost stuck in a loop kind of motion.

So, needless to say, that’s how I knew my heart and throat chakras were blocked, because of this ability I’ve always had. The chakras are at the front AND back of your body:

Note where the throat and heart chakras are, keeping in mind that they are at the front AND back of your body. Now think about where my physical issues are.

It’s interesting that my main physical issues currently are at the back aspect of the chakras that were totally blocked. When trying to meditate over them that day I didn’t have these physical issues like I do now. And the first time I got aligned and he addressed the issue in my neck I had a very intense emotional reaction. It was like something was jammed up spiritually and because he aligned me it cleared the pathway and was released.

We each have our own form of expression, our own way of allowing our soul to speak through us and we just become the channel for our spiritual expressions and our oversoul, and the Universe itself. For me personally, I’ve always wrote poetry, I sometimes paint, I dance and I sing. About a week ago I put on my pointe shoes that I got from my mother when coming home. I haven’t put those shoes on since I was 17 years old. Just going up into a toe stand I was totally feeling better and more myself. The ME that was pushed down for the passed (almost) decade and a half. Granted, this was before the rough patch I just recently experienced, but I looked at this photo so many times in the past few days, tuning in to the energy behind it. MY energy.

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Β© Danielle Perrone 2017 – Spiritual Expressions

The point is, these struggles always have a ROOT and a source. You may not always be able to tell what the root is initially, and that’s okay. Everything will be revealed to you in time. My own magic is very much in the evolution and growth phase but each and everyday it becomes clearer and clearer. I’ve been told recently many times that I’ve got “healing hands”, and that my presence alone makes others feel better. I’m a nurse and LOVE and PROTECTION of people who are in need is my career, my bread and butter and my life. Working as a nurse is honestly therapeutic to me, fixing and healing other’s pain. I thank God every single day for allowing me to do something I love as much as I love this line of work and I feel like I was absolutely 100% made for it, and I totally count it as one of my biggest blessings πŸ™‚

I’m gradually coming into my OWN, through getting in touch with my own inner child and becoming my whole self by returning to the old me. I’m being true to MYSELF everyday, and allowing my personal spiritual truth to come out. The inner child is the key for everyone to be whole in their entirety. The trick is though, if you’ve got things to heal from your childhood to maintain the communication with the inner child in a POSITIVE way. Allow BOTH aspects of your consciousness to heal.

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RETURNING to my PAST: Β© Danielle Perrone 2017

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THE INNER CHILD: Keeping the relationship and communication between your adult consciousness and your inner child consciousness – Β© Danielle Perrone 2017

I have to be up early for work, so I’m going to leave you all with this section of lyrics from Disney’s “Frozen” movie “Let It Go”. I think it completely explains my feelings on this whole process and my own individual journey perfectly:

It’s funny how some distance
Makes everything seem small
And the fears that once controlled me
Can’t get to me at all
It’s time to see what I can do
To test the limits and break through
No right, no wrong, no rules for me,
I’m free!
Let it go, let it go
I am one with the wind and sky
Let it go, let it go
You’ll never see me cry
Here I stand
And here I’ll stay
Let the storm rage on
My power flurries through the air into the ground
My soul is spiraling in frozen fractals all around
And one thought crystallizes like an icy blast
I’m never going back, the past is in the past
I’m sending you all major LOVE and LIGHT and HEALING FOCUS πŸ™‚
–Β Β© Danielle Perrone Spiritual Works 2017

Spiritual Evolvement Update and Clear Twin Soul Signs (Photographic Evidence)

2017-05-25-19-40-51Hello Dear Readers πŸ™‚

I’ve been having many VERY interesting insights about my spiritual evolvement, my spiritual “roots” and have been extremely busy with starting work and getting my life back on track (finally!) πŸ™‚

As I’ve said in previous articles, and for those of you that follow me on my Facebook page (https://www.facebook.com/lightworkers555) I’ve been getting back on my feet after a very rough separation from my ex fiance and things have been very crazy for my dogs and I for the past 3 months…in 3 days is officially my 3 month anniversary of coming home πŸ™‚

As I said, I’ve been having some insanely interesting insights about my spiritual ties and a lot of very clear twin soul signs. At this point in time I don’t feel comfortable disclosing who this person is. I’ve put some photos together to highlight the things I’m talking about without having to disclose his name or his identity at this time. There’s still a lot that I have to figure out and learn about myself before I’m going to disclose who it is I’m talking about. BUT, let’s start from the beginning so you all can understand how this all unfolded.

About a week and a half ago I went to the chiropractor to get an alignment done. He told me I had a subluxation in my neck, which is caused by “constant stress and tension”. I went to the chiropractor in the first place because I kept getting constant intense debilitating migraines. There is a tendency when I’m around negative energy for my body to have a literal physical reaction to it in the form of migraines and sometimes stomach issues also, but it was happening SO often, and being a nurse I figured that had to be a physical cause. It took my chiropractor all of looking at me for less than 5 minutes to figure it out.

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Then about a week ago, I was feeling really down for a few days. Not sad exactly, just deflated and I even used the term “totally alone” a few times during those days. I didn’t openly say that to anyone because I’ve been opening up my spiritual abilities insanely quickly. I’m a lot better at it now being a natural born empath and more importantly being aware, but I still struggle sometimes with projecting my feelings on others. When I feel like the feelings are too intense I tend to hold them in for the sake of others if the feelings get too strong or I’m focused in the negative mind space too much. I even made this post on my Twitter that night:

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That night after making that post I went to sleep. A friend of mine who is now in spirit came to me in a dream. If you’ve read any of my posts or followed me at all, you’d know how my dreams aren’t “dreams” at all but a VERY clear way for spirit to communicate with me. It was 2 of my friends in the dream actually, one is still here and the other in spirit. Anyway, the friend that’s still here kept telling me that my friend in spirit wanted to hug me. I kept saying no, trying to block his energy because even in my dream was still feeling down and upset. But then I instantly felt guilty and so I hugged him twice. When I woke up the next morning I felt SO much better. I totally felt like I was “inflated” again and wasn’t feeling down anymore and was totally feeling lots of positive energy and love around me. I went about my morning routine, got the dogs ready and started to walk downstairs with them to take them out to go to the bathroom.

Then, on our way down between the first floor and the basement, this happened:

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Let me take a second and explain something to you all about negative energy, or as I call it the “shadowy part” of this duality. When you have a clear direct connection with spirit, it raises your spiritual vibrations very strongly. When that happens the negative energy tries to vampire off of your energy or tries to “pull you down” because they can’t rise up. It LITERALLY tried to pull me down that morning because I fell down the stairs and fell over nothing.Β It was honestly more like I was pushed than I fell, or like somebody swept my feet out from under me. But when I went down, I landed on the left side of my back and slid down the rest of the way. Thankfully the dogs didn’t fall down the stairs with me and they were already on the landing when I fell. I suffered a spinal contusion and lacerations on my left hand and aggravation of my carpal tunnel in my left wrist because of this “fall”. It was so clear of an attack that it freaked me out at first. First of all, it’s totally symbolic that it happened as I was between the first floor and basement level (symbolic of “hell”), and also this happened less than an hour after waking up from having DIRECT contact with spirit. I’ve been channeling a lot easier now and I can have a very clear indirect communication when I’m awake. I’m not open enough yet to have a direct communication when awake, but when I’m asleep it’s a totally different story. I constantly have dreams from spirit that are SO clear, SO real and I’m totally conscious and aware during all of dream time that I don’t even like calling them “dreams”, I feel like I need my own word.

Anyway, I’m pretty much healed from the attack now and I went back to work this week too. I’ve been so happy and in such a good mood lately because of it. I finally feel like I’m myself again. I went from working 60 hours a week to not working AT ALL when moving back home and I started to feel totally restless and unhappy.

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Morning of my first day back to work πŸ™‚

I’ve been adjusting and my dogs have been adjusting extremely well. It took a long time for me to be able to leave them without feeling uncomfortable, worrying that they’re making noise or being destructive or any of that. But all 3 of use are finally settling down now πŸ™‚ I’ve totally been taking advantage of the fact that I’m in the town that I grew up in and have access to all of my old “haunts” including the house I grew up in. I’ve visited that house a lot since I’ve been home. I’ve also utilized my location because I’m so close to the beach πŸ™‚

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Beach Time!!!! πŸ™‚

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My dogs and I in front of the house I grew up in

Okay, now to the twin soul stuff. As I said above I’m NOT going to disclose his name and I won’t until I’m comfortable enough to do so. I was sitting in my apartment the other day and it randomly popped into my head to google search pictures of him. It was SO random and it happened so quick I didn’t even have time to think about how random it was (like I said, I’ve got a very clear indirect communication from spirit when I’m awake). Anyway, as I’m looking I started noticing more and more similarities between him and I. A lot of PHYSICAL signs of spiritual connections between us. Here’s what I mean:

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I’m not exactly sure what all of this means yet but it’s SO clear and means something, I at least know that much. I’ve been super focused on all of my spiritual projects and going back to work and getting my life back on track that I did NOT see this coming at all. I have been seeing “555” literally EVERYWHERE I go since being home, and “555” means a HUGE change is coming. Every time I saw it I would ask what bigger change can come my way than already has? Well, I guess this is my answer. Here’s some photos I’ve been working on for my projects coming up (RELEASE DATE PENDING):

Alright my loves πŸ™‚ That’s all for now. I hope you all enjoyed and THANK YOU to all of my followers on Facebook and on here, and thank you for my follower base growing!!!! I’m sending you all seriously major LOVE and LIGHT and TRUTH πŸ˜‰

Stardust: Believe In Yourself

All we are made of is stardust and light

Look inside yourself at the heavenly sight

We all have the power and magic within us to see

God and our Angels and the powers that be

We’re all magical and mystical

Made of light and gold

Sit back and relax

And feel the magic unfold

Stop thinking, stop forcing

And let it naturally flow

We all have the right to see where it’ll go

The magic we all hold in our hearts and our minds

Are the keys to understanding our soul, our own divine

Our spiritual heritage

Is God’s gift to us all

So embrace it, believe it, and allow it to call

To call you home while living and breathing

All you need to do

Is start believing

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Copyrighted: Danielle Perrone – Lightworkers555 2017 Channeled Message

I’m Calling Out All Of You That Continue To Try and Interfere With Me and My Soul and Life Purpose……This Is Your Warning

Hello Dear Readers πŸ™‚

I’ve been taking a break from blogging, focusing on personal reflections and spiritual insights and very important projects. This was important enough of a topic though to write about because I’m calling out all of you shitty people that continue to try and mess with me and my soul and my life purpose and mission and exposing your sorry asses. There’s definitely been a very strong internal healing focus going on within me in way more ways than one. When this happens your perception opens wide and very quickly. My heart chakra is very open now and is feeling and perceiving things that are amazing and very insightful, but I’ve also been perceiving things that I may not want to perceive. You can’t decide which things you’re going to perceive and see and feel and which things you’re not. That’s definitely one of the down sides of this kind of gift not being able to tune out the negative things but being in tune with the positive. It’s either all or nothing.

Lately since being on the right track and in tune completely with my life purpose of being here incarnated on this planet at this time I’ve experienced MANY interferences and outside forces trying to stop me from continuing, attempting to throw themselves in my way. Even when you see the negative things but don’t allow them into your aura and personal “energy bubble” and purposely ignore them these pathetic excuses of people FORCE themselves into your view and there’s no way you can ignore them when they’re intensely trying to distract you from your projects and your goals, literally against your will forcing you to focus on their negativity. It’s almost like an “energetic rape” in a way because they literally try to FORCE themselves into your view against your will. This is a way for them to try and steal your energy and your light because they’re very low on the vibrational scale of energy. The closer you become to being in tune with your life plan and life purpose and the more open your perception becomes your energy rises incredibly high and very quickly. It wasn’t until I decided to work on the projects I’m working on now that I started experiencing these interferences of people trying to stop me from proceeding.

I realized the other day that my personal Facebook account had been hacked. I figured it out because I received a message from a person that was trying to emotionally mess with me. After receiving that message I went on my friend’s list looking for his name to delete and block him to prevent further contact and I found 91 fake friend profiles on my friend’s list. All of these fake profiles except for 3 were all names of my ACTUAL friends on my friend’s list but they were duplicate accounts of my friend’s accounts. All of the duplicate accounts had no friends and no photo, and when I clicked on “unfriend” the “add friend” option didn’t pop up in its’ place, it was just the name after that and it was blank where I clicked “unfriend”. All of these accounts were BOTS and an attempt to keep tabs on me and watch what I’m doing, and that’s why they inserted these things internally within my own personal account.

I’ve got another Facebook page that I created for Michael Jackson and it’s linked to my blog for him. I analyze his music videos looking at the symbolism involved in each one, and do the research and break down his videos for his fans. The people and forces that were responsible for all of the false accusations against him and the HELL he experienced in his incarnation as Michael Jackson don’t want the truth to be told about him and whenever it is they try to interfere. My blog for Michael has been hacked before and they put viruses on my links so when my followers would click on them they would get viruses and it’s an attempt to make people not trust me and not listen to what I’ve got to say. They’ve overloaded my blog with spam comments before, like 60+ spam comments overnight in an attempt to slow my page down so it won’t load. And that’s just the surface of the way they’ve tried to mess with me because I speak the truth and spread the truth about Michael.

So later that night after I realized I was hacked I was on the phone with one of my friends and she’s experienced this hacking in a very heavy way because of her connections with Michael. She was telling me that she took screen shots of evidence of the hacking she’s experienced before and that they went into her hard drive somehow and tampered with and altered the evidence photos. Before we hung up, I looked at my pictures and the screenshots for evidence that I took of me being hacked had been deleted off of my phone.Β She was just telling me about what happened with her evidence and mine was deleted before we hung up. They were sending me a message that it was the people that were involved in the sabotage of Michael that hacked me and continue to try and mess with me. Right when I saw that the evidence was gone I got a very intense pain in my heart chakra, like a stabbing sucking kind of pain. They were trying to take my energy because my energy has increased in a very big way since deciding to do these projects about my own spirituality and spiritual talents and gifts, and there is a definite twin soul spin to it all.

We hung up and I did a meditation to block further spiritual attack and went to sleep, and when I woke up I made this post on my lightworkers page I created and run on Facebook about what had happened that night:

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4 minutes later,Β I got a message on my page for Michael cursing me out….

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Look at the times….I’m pretty sure the message I got on my page for Michael is a bot as well, a fake profile made to solely mess with me…..

I wanted to write this post to raise people’s awareness of the fact, that because of these intense interferences that I’ve been receiving since working on these things that they’re just proving to me how powerful these projects will be and how many people they will help once finished. Like I said, they are FORCING themselves into my view because they ARE MADE OF SHADOW and try to steal energy from people that are made of light.

I cannot wait until all of these things are released to the public and can start to help others……I think you all will love them πŸ™‚

I’ve got lots of work to do so I’m going to go. I just wanted to bring attention to the things I’ve been experiencing and dealing with since deciding to do these things.

Sending you all major LOVE and LIGHT and TRUTH πŸ™‚

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Look closely and feel my spiritual power and energy rising so far above you bottom feeders you’ll need a rocket to reach me…Your eyes are the windows to your soul so read between the lines of what my soul is telling you sons of bitches in this picture

-Danielle

10 Years Later: Insight Into Twin Soul Connections

Hello Dear Readers:-)

I found this picture of me. I was 19 in this photo and I am 29 now. When I first moved back to my hometown, I had this picture pinned to a white board with a magnet and I would sit on the side of my bed and look at it everyday having a conversation with myself in my head (meaning me at this age and me now). As soon as I saw this picture there was a automatic resonance in my heart chakra because I look at this time in my life as my “square one” in my adult life spiritually. So many things would go through my mind each passing minute looking at this picture. “If I knew then what I know now”, “You thought you had it all figured out”, “The things you were running away from is what caused you to be in an abusive relationship”, “Your heart and throat chakras were totally blocked which was what caused a long time theme of being silenced”.

The things I’m going to be discussing are VERY private infos that only close friends know, but I think it would help some people and maybe open up other people’s consciousness.

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This picture was right before I moved away from the state I grew up in and moved out of state to go to school. I can tell you exactly what was going through my mind when this picture was taken: positive vibes, excitement, promise, and mainly to get away from all of the things I was going through in my home state at the time. We’ve all been that incredibly naive 19 year old who thinks we’ve got the whole world figured out at one point or another, right? πŸ™‚

Let me introduce you all to a concept that the ancient people knew VERY well, but it was eradicated from societal knowledge to keep people “programmed”, “not enlightened” and “conformists”. The concept is about twin souls. We all have a “mirror self” of the opposite sex, whether they’re incarnated on this planet at the same time we are or not. Your other half may be in spirit when you’re incarnated. It all depends on your own life plan that you all agreed upon prior to being incarnated and NO twin flame story is identical to another one. I feel that my cosmic counterpart is in spirit, and I don’t know what his identity is but I feel his presence a lot more frequently now that I’ve removed myself from the situation I moved away from in my last relationship. The connection is always there in every way with twin souls but because of the negative energy that was surrounding me my perception was clouded and blocked. My aura has been slowly activated as time goes on. I was going to provide links to you all with information on this topic, but there are so many FALSE infos out there on this that I’m not even going to bother. Here are some things that are out there that make me angry because these things are totallyΒ untrue:

  • The concept of “a runner” in a twin flame relationship: People say that sometimes in a twin soul relationship one half is “a runner”. The infos out there on the web say that this “runner” becomes frightened and overwhelmed when meeting their twin soul counterpart and “run” away from it. IT DOES NOT WORK THIS WAY.
  • People who look NOTHING alike saying that they’re “twin souls” and charge people for helping them “find their counterpart.” This is the worst of the worst as this is IMPOSSIBLE to have another person make that connection for you!!! The only way to make a connection with your twin soul is to look WITHIN YOURSELF, as your twin soul is the other half of your own soul. There is a masculine and feminine counterpart to each soul that exists. Meaning, the best way to connect with the other part of yourself is to connect with your own spirituality, chakras and consciousness.
  • Twin soul lifetimes are completely opposite of each other in each incarnation. Twin souls have many parallels between both the feminine and masculine incarnations of that soul. It’s kind of like a DNA strand, how they cross over each other and then go different ways and then cross over each other again and then go different ways. So in order to strengthen your connection with YOUR OTHER HALF, whether they’re incarnated right now or not is to do what comes naturally to you. In my case I’m in the medical field so I’m sure my twin soul has many incarnations in that area of study as I’m sure I do as well in different incarnations.

Long before I had knowledge on this subject I always had a connection to the spirit world. Every single person has that connection as well but it gets shoved down into our subconscious, never to see the light of day again. Mine was never shoved down and was always very much present in my life and in my conscious mind. That’s what I mean by “programming” by society. Independent free thinking and uniqueness and originality on these topics are always hidden in a very public way and manipulated by the people who run this country to conform people’s thought processes to what makes them more powerful.

Think about it….how many people call the person they’re with “their other half”? Where do you think that saying came from? Or the idea of necklaces where you keep one half of a heart and give the other person the other half? All of these things are rooted in this basic truth and God given rights that each of us have, which is to be reconnected with your Twin Soul.

19 year old me on the left, 29 year old me on the right. When I look at the comparison it’s very clear to me. Twin souls look more and more like each other as time goes on. Same hair color, same eye color, same skin tone, etc. My face has changed in the last 10 years a lot. My eyes have gotten a lot bigger in the passed ten years, my natural hair color meaning the color at the roots is a lot darker, etc. The color of my hair in the picture on the right is my natural color.

It’s been about 7 months since I first learned about this truth and the pathway to the other half of me was opened up. The more time that goes on and the more things that are healed within my soul, the stronger the connection becomes with the other half of my soul.

On Halloween night 2016, I was driving to work. As I was turning something manifested in my line of sight. I thought there was something wrong with my eyes at first. I had my eyes checked and my eyes were fine and there was no degenerative issues to cause me to see something like this. This is the closest to what I saw:

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It was close to the ground and the skies were totally clear that night. The night before I had a dream. I’ve said numerous times on this blog already and have PROOF of how accurate my dreams are. In the dream I was at my old college campus and was putting things in my car. I looked up at the night sky and there were all these stars and swirls of stars all around, and it looked totally like an inter galactic light show. The moon was big in the sky and full. Then it was as if the Earth was being hurled towards the moon because the moon in the sky kept getting bigger and bigger and bigger. Then this extremely loud “BANG” happened. It was so loud that it took the roof of my car completely off. Right after that I woke up. The next day I began seeing auras and angel lights. When you see angel lights, it’s like “light sparkles” that manifest in your line of vision. It looks like there’s glitter suspended mid air. My skills were opening up EXTREMELY quickly and my abilities weren’t contained or limited to my dreams anymore. I was seeing things, feeling things and hearing things when I was totally awake and conscious and aware. You ready for the crazy part? I borrowed these 2 pictures from my friend Susan Elsa’s blog about this subject. Check out the comparison between what I saw and this:

The bottom picture is what I saw and the other two are “Kundalini Light Bulbs”. This knowledge is rooted in Ancient Egyptian spiritual truths. I knew nothing about these things mind you….and I saw this. It’s very much about twin souls and the union of them.

A few months later I was at my friend’s house sitting on the couch. Out of nowhere, it came from above my head and were slowly falling around me and fading in and out, all of these lights falling all over my aura. The best way I could describe it is a “shower of light.” It lasted about 10 seconds and the whole time it was happening I looked at my friend a few times to see if she was seeing what I was seeing. She didn’t see it at all. Twin souls share the SAME AURA, as they’re of the same soul. A second after the lights stopped I felt an EXTREMELY intense feeling of warmth and love and protection. This was the first contact in my conscious life with my cosmic counterpart. A week or so later I had another dream. It was him. We were just looking into each other’s eyes and I totally saw my eyes in his….like I was looking into my own eyes in a way.

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I found out later, whether it was my ex fiance or my sister or mom, that whenever I was sleeping I would “giggle and laugh” or “mumble and have conversations” in my sleep. I’m sure that was my twin soul in my dreams. After these occurrences nothing else happened for a while because my focus was completely and totally into the issues with my ex fiance. I would still see things and my perception was as open as it possibly could be, meaning I would still see angel lights and I would see my grandfather when he would come check on me…..but it was very minimal compared to what it was previously.

It took a long time for me to make these connections, but I would always have illnesses when I was younger growing up. It was when I was around negative energies it would manifest within me physically. It was very recently that I connected those dots.Β And I know what you’re thinking and no, these angel lights and auras and things that I see aren’t an “aura” in a medical sense. I’m a licensed nurse and have had those types of “auras” before my migraines before…..what I’m discussing is totally different.

Recently my dad called me and wanted me to go see him. I was a bit nervous because I knew I was going to see my father who emanates a very negative energy. I was getting ready and the “shower of light” happened again as I was standing in my bathroom. It was different than anything else I’ve seen other than the time at my friend’s house. When I see angel lights or auras or energy or other souls, it’s close to me but it’s not IN my aura. These two times it was completely within my own aura….meaning the only way that could happen is if it was my own soul that I was seeing. The only way that could happen is if it was my twin soul in spirit, as we share the same aura. It was for about 10 seconds and then after I saw that I got the same feeling as the first time. It was a very intense feeling of love and protection and warmth. So I went to go see my dad and on my way home I was preparing for the physical symptoms that I thought I was going to experience. I got NO physical symptoms this time……..it wasn’t until after a couple of hours and I still didn’t have any physical symptoms that I realized what that encounter was for. It was like whatever holes in my aura were “patched” in a way by that connection I had with him in that moment and it protected me from feeling these things this time around. When you have negative energy around you constantly, or are constantly stressed or you still have things you have to heal from you tend to have “holes” in your aura….leaving you especially susceptible to psychic and energetic attacks from negative energy and energy vampires. When I had that experience that day it was bolstering and strengthening my aura, so I didn’t have an effect from the negative energy from my father.

In the case of twin soul connections you’re always connected to the other’s emotions. That must’ve been what he picked up on and that’s why he came and bolstered my aura in preparation of me seeing my father. Like I said, he “patched” the holes so I wouldn’t get affected by the negative energies.

I know these concepts are very complex and outside of a “normal societal viewpoint”, but regardless this is the SIMPLE and clear yet totally layered and complex spiritual truth of ALL of us. Be thoughtful about your choices and what you do in your life because whatever you do it effects your counterpart.

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This is all for now Dear Readers πŸ™‚

I’m sending you all major LOVE and LIGHT and TWIN SOUL VIBES ❀ ❀ ❀

TAKE YOUR POWER BACK

Hello Dear Readers πŸ™‚

I’ve wanted to write this for a long time. Life has been happening so fast and in total full steam ahead style that I haven’t had time until today so I’m sorry for the delay.

I was engaged to be married to a guy who I was completely and totally head over heels for (until I wasn’t anymore). We were together for 8 years and were even trying to get pregnant and start a family at one point. When I said yes to his marriage proposal and agreed to wear that ring on my finger, I had EVERY intention of following through with that because it was what I thought I wanted. Β I saw in my head visions of him and I on Christmas morning with our children. I saw family parties and family game nights and birthdays and holidays and baby bottles and everything I always wanted out of a marriage and a life with the person you love more than anything in the world. But that’s what the issue was. I loved him more than I loved myself at the time and was totally blinded by it. I didn’t see the clear ultimate truth of the situation, which was that he was controlling and mentally and emotionally abusive for the entire 8 years we were together.

I had an abusive childhood and the only stable and loving father figure I ever had in my life was my grandfather. He died when I was 9 and that’s when the abuse began and continued for 2 years until I finally broke and spoke up. A part of me was unfortunately attracted to my ex fiance because of the abusive quality he had as a result of the abuse in my childhood. I didn’t allow myself to admit it until this past year. Who wants to admit to themselves that they accepted that kind of treatment from a person? And furthermore, who wants to admit that they not only accepted that kind of treatment but wanted to build a life with him in spite of that?

The extent of how controlling and mentally manipulative he was didn’t come into clear sight to me until I made the decision to finally try to heal from my childhood abuse. The closer I got to my goal which was to be healed the worse he got. My ex was completely and totally controlling, manipulative and emotionally twisting towards me. It wasn’t fully clear until I started to take the control back from him. I told him it wasn’t going to work and we needed to go our separate ways. Two days later he called me begging me to work it out with him. I told him okay, but if we were going to do that we were going to start from the ground up. The foundation of our relationship was what the issue was. He became so comfortable with treating me the way he always did that he had no idea there was anything wrong with it. So, I told him if he wants to work on things then fine, but it will be on my terms. I moved out for a month until he found a place and then when he moved out I moved back into our apartment. The day he was leaving I was very stressed because the friend I was staying with at the time needed me to get out that day and not a day later. Her and her ex girlfriend were working on things and broke up for a while, but my friend saw the spare room that I’ve been staying in as a way to get her ex girlfriend back. She was totally rushing me and had no consideration for the fact that my entire life was upside down at that point.

At this point in my life all the people I was surrounded by had NO consideration for me. They wanted me around for the things they needed from me, yes. But if they had everything they needed from me at the time they were nowhere to be found if I needed anything. Like my friends who wanted me around to be their emotional punching bag or my ex who wanted me around to clean and cook for him and give him sex whenever he wanted (whether I wanted to or not) or take care of the dogs or do the laundry. He never wanted me for ME. He wanted me for what he could get from me.

So then, once I started on my journey of spiritual awakening and awareness, that’s when it became clear to me. The more I became in tune with my true purpose of being on this planet and the more I attracted more positivity and self empowerment the further away from me all of these people became. There was a definite distance between me and them, way before the physical distance was even there. They couldn’t handle the fact that I was taking the control back from them that they had for all these years. Because of the degree of controlling at the end that I was receiving from my ex I had to leave full movie style because I knew he wouldn’t accept my decision and wouldn’t allow me to leave. I left the ring and a note on the dining room table. My mom flew down and did the drive up with me. I was the only one driving because her driver’s license isn’t active, but it was nice to have someone there with me anyway. I packed my entire life in my little Toyota Corolla. Myself, my mother and my two dogs in tow, we were on our way back to my hometown to build a new life for ourselves.

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My dogs in the car on our way across country πŸ™‚

The picture above was the night before we left and hit the road πŸ™‚

Once my ex realized what happened and that I was gone, he sent me these videos and websites to look at:

Healing the Emotionally Abusive Marriage:Β http://www.focusonthefamily.com/lifechallenges/abuse-and-addiction/understanding-emotional-abuse/healing-the-emotionally-abusive-marriage

“Yes, Abusers Can Change!” End Spousal Abuse and Save Your Marriage:Β http://www.preventabusiverelationships.com/spousal_abuse_tx.php

Stop Telling Wives to Have Sex When They Don’t Feel Like It:Β http://www.mommyish.com/2014/09/29/marital-pressure-to-have-sex/

When Pleasing Him is Hurting You:Β https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uu6WOV5uNRw

When Pleasing Him is Hurting You (Part 2):Β https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uu6WOV5uNRw

It killed me to see these things. One night before we broke up I told him that the way he speaks to me is emotional and mental abuse. He became irate and we got into a fight about it. I told him after I got these websites/videos in the messages he sent me that sometimes there are certain things between people that you can’t get passed. But now even only 2 months out of the break up, I’m so thankful that I had the courage to finally take a stand and take back the control over my life. The “friends” that I discussed earlier were also very upset with me for leaving. They said they “didn’t deserve this treatment”, meaning me taking a stand. It’s incredible how angry people get when you finally have strength and courage and say “absolutely no more of this treatment”.

This was incredibly stressful for everyone involved. It was the most stressful on my dogs though I think. I had them boarded at a local veterinary office for 6 weeks. It took me that long to find a place that I could have them both. I would go a few times a week to see them and walk them. Every time I had to bring them back in there it felt like a piece of me died. But I did my best to keep moving forward and keep the positive vibes as much as I possibly could, and remind myself that this is only TEMPORARY and nothing that’s worth having happens overnight.

In the meantime I was working like a mad woman trying to find a home for us and land a job for me. I’m licensed in my practice and so I was waiting on my license transferring from the state I left to the state I moved to. It takes 6 weeks for licenses to transfer. Just being away from all of the negativity though I felt myself not being suffocated anymore. There was an automatic result of empowerment and independence and security that came along with the change of energies around me. I had some similar energies around me in different places here also, but I recognized them WAY easier because of what I had been through and removed myself from them immediately once I recognized them. I started to feel whole again and safe and secure. That feeling means everything. It was such a foreign feeling to me.

My ex of course was trying everything he could in the meantime to regain control over me. One of the first things I did when I got here was changed my number and only a very select few have it. I didn’t want him to have any way of contacting me but he still tried. He would message me on Facebook messenger and I wouldn’t answer. He had his friends contact me telling me to contact him and I wouldn’t answer. And then when none of that worked he called my MOTHER and asked her to ask me for money for the last of the bills. I paid an entire month of rent before I left to give him time to figure out what he was going to do. But the “money” is just code for “control” to him. It always was. I was beyond livid that he would go that far as to try to get my mother involved. I don’t know why it surprised me because he was desperate and always looked at me as his property. I blocked him and all of his family and friends from my Facebook and my mother did the same. Within an hour of me doing that I started getting emails from him because that was the only mode of contact he had left. Then things were quiet for a couple of weeks.

My perception has been opening up a ton since being here. The less negative energies that are around me the more aware of things I am because my perception is no longer clouded by them. Please don’t misunderstand though, there’s no way to get completely away from negative energies. They’re everywhere. But I’m way more able to sense them now. I am very in tune and always had precognitive dreams or have dreams that are “information” and not really dreams at all. You’re the most spiritually aware when you’re asleep. A few days ago I had a couple of dreams and I was in the room when these conversations were happening but nobody saw me. It was my ex having conversations with people, saying “She left me for no reason”, “I should’ve seen it coming”, “She took my dogs away”, “She lost her mind”….I woke up livid. I knew that these dreams were legitimate pieces of information given my history of accuracy with my dreams. I can’t tell you how many times my dreams would come to fruition and it freaked me out when I was a child because it didn’t make sense to me why I was able to do that and foresee events happening. But now as an adult it’s a very useful skill to have. There is a complete and total sense of injustice around this entire situation. I was the one that took a stand and was abused. And instead of taking the “victim” stance I took the driver’s seat back. And now he has the balls to go around and tell people that I left for no reason??

When I woke up from these dreams the life was totally sucked out of me. I was exhausted when I woke up and was totally drained and energetically tapped. I’ve learned how to shield myself and replenish my energies. I haven’t had anymore dreams though in a couple of days and hopefully there won’t be anymore. But if there are, just know that I’m ready and prepared. This song explains it perfectly:

“Stop pressurin me, just stop pressurin me, stop fuckin with me, make me wanna scream”

This song totally resonates with this whole entire experience and did way before I made the decision to leave him. That’s the way I felt. Totally manipulated and the story was always twisted around and the truth was NEVER discussed or talked about.

This story that I like to call my life is still a work in progress, so stay tuned. πŸ™‚ Things are starting to settle down now so I’ll be able to write a lot more.

Goodbye for now dear friends πŸ™‚

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xoxo

-Danielle πŸ™‚

 

Spiritual Care Plan: A Nurse’s Perspective

Hello Dear Readers

I apologize for the delay in my writing. After I posted that I was going to be publishing this article some things happened that had me delayed. I’m in an incredibly transitional time in my life and things have been going up and down. Sometimes it’s little waves and sometimes it’s a tsunami, and last night was for sure a tsunami and had me distracted.

Anyway, like I said on my post on Facebook some events yesterday that transpired before the tsunami type of issue I had last night had me thinking. As a nurse, you write “care plans” for your patients. In it is long term goals and short term goals. Here’s an example of a care plan:

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This is essentially a “skeleton” of what a nursing care plan would look like. Now, please keep in mind that you must remain flexible when discussing the “spiritual health” of a person as far as time frames go, so they will be a bit different.

Nursing has come a long way as far as acknowledging the spiritual health of a person, please don’t misunderstand me. They even teach classes in nursing programs now solely dedicated to the spiritual health of a person. What they say though in these classes is extremely vague and I feel doesn’t exactly tap into the soul in its’ entirety, especially when discussing the health of that soul (health meaning “wholeness” of course). Here’s an example of the kind of “spiritual care plans” I’m talking about:

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So as you can see, this is NOT an exact science at all. It all has to do with looking within ourselves, to discover how we connect with our soul the most. This is not a one size fits all situation when talking about these things. And I also realize that I didn’t put a time frame on the second goal. I did that purposely. There are some people who open up very fast as far as their chakras and energy bodies (aura) goes, and other people never get there. It all depends on the individual.Β 

Here is some imagery to help you understand what I’m talking about as far as the chakras and different bodies go:

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7 Chakras: The key to well balanced spiritual health

 

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Auric Bodies and Chakras: All Must Balance Together

In my “spiritual care plan” that I created the issue was a blocked heart chakra. The heart chakra has to do with love and healing. So, if you’ve got a blocked heart chakra it means that you have healing to do about something. That can mean a bad relationship, the death of a loved one, abuse, etc. The “implementations” that I put on the care plan ALL assist in a healing way. Meditation also helps tremendously when trying to assess the problem that is causing your heart chakra to be blocked.

What I envision is whatever the issue is for the person as far as a spiritual aspect goes I want it to be addressed the way physical issues are addressed in typical nursing care plans. We’re talking about the soul now.

This was a very brief and to the point article πŸ™‚

I hope you all have a blessed day, and I’m sending you all major LOVE and LIGHT and HEALING!!!! πŸ™‚

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-Danielle